Nov 30, 2010

Good job

We've done one course of this quarter. Gospel Choir.
Today was the Gospel choir concert.
Finally I finished this class.

I like singing and chorus, but this course was really boring and frustrating.
That is because, we don't get any lyrics and scores of the songs.
To matters worse, we practice only one and a half hour in a week.

When I was a junior high school, we practiced singing everyday for the chorus competition.
That was hard, but everyone was serious to win.

On the other hand, one practice in a week is certainly not enough for making great performance.
I feel a kind of frustrating for incomplete performance.

We cannot memorize note and lyrics, which cause worse performance.

I wasn't moved so much after concert finished.

Maybe I will not take this course in next quarter.

Final week

This week is week 10, which means the final week of this fall quarter..
I can't believe time has passed so fast!

After finishing this week, final exam will come...uh...
I am taking three courses, but only one of them has final.

The other two assign us the writing assignment.
One is proposing effective bilingual education program for minority children.
I just decided to specify it for Japanese students living in California.

For them I propose using book effectively to keep their Japanese literacy.
I also mentioned about manga (lol... but seriously) It sounds like funny, but seriously I think manga is effective for minority Japanese students living in California to keep Japanese literacy.

That is because manga is written in contemporary Japanese with "Furigana" in all Kanji appearing in it. This is really helpful. They can keep Kanji literacy having fun of reading manga.
Manga also includes cultural contexts of Japan. If they are living in the U.S., it might be difficult for them to imagine how Japanese society is and how Japanese students, same age of them, spend daily life. But reading manga, they can be supported to imagine the life or society of Japan.

But I need to support my arguments by sound citation...  It is hard to find supportive resources for the merit of reading manga for keeping Japanese literacy of minority students...

lol

Second assignment is writing about Iraq refugees and immigrants because of the Iraq war.
San Diego has the big community of Iraq people fled from Iraq in the Iraq war...

I am looking forward to winter break...

I am planning to travel to NYC and grand circle drive trip (including Grad Canyon and monument Valley)


Nov 29, 2010

Super Fascinating, Super Fantastic, San Francisco

I'm back from San Francisco trip!

That was really exciting trip! I saw lots of beautiful scenery and interesting place and things.
California is really big. (actually it's bigger than Japan)
San Francisco is far away from San Diego, it took about more than 8 hours by car.
It's like Tokyo-Osaka in Japan.

we rent a car by 5 people.

San Francisco is port town, but there are lots of islands and peninsulas. 8 bridges are crossing in this area. That is why this area called, "Bay area"

In this area, there are lots of type of race. As you know, the United States is really diverse. Especially, California is diverse. And, especially San Francisco is diverse! (So is LA)

Chinese, Indian, Iranian, Korean, Hispanic, Salvadoran, Vietnamese, Japanese, ......
All of these are mixing in this city.

Town is mainly up and down hills. Cable car is used to run this up and down hills.
Not only ethnic, but also sexuality is one of the factors which make SF more diverse.

I mean, there is a big gay community here in SF.
I saw a gay couple for the first time...

Have fun with pictures.


                                                        China town
                                                          
                                                          cable car






                                                            
                                                            this is golden gate bridge


                                                                          city hall
                                                      
                                                             Japan town

                                                         SF's night view
                                                       crab in Fisherman's wharf
                                                        cram chauder
 
                                                       Fisherman's wharf
                                                      
                                                               SF's skyscraper

Nov 24, 2010

Thanksgiving

I've just finished turning in my writing assignment about Vietnam immigrants to the United States caused by the Vietnam War.

I had been working on it until 4am....that was totally crazy.
I recognized that I had power and patient to keep study or work staying up late at night.
Maybe I got used to doing it by way of exams in high school.

I need to do that more well scheduled way...

before turning in it, I just had my room mates check my paper.
He revised lots of my English mistake and sentence structures.
I hope this paper will be better than previous one. I don't want D anymore...lol


Then we are having one of the biggest holiday, Thanksgiving!
I'm going to the Bay Area (San Francisco) to go to my friends house.
i hope I can touch American cultural holiday there.

then see you!

Nov 23, 2010

lol

To know what is going on in the Sophia Swim team now, I just googled (google became verb! did you know that?) "Sophia Univ Swim Team", and I found another blog one of the study abroad American students made. He was in out team in the last year. He practiced with us together.

That was really funny, cause he is writing about me, menu-maker of the team.
"The crazy evil menu-maker made f*cking hard menu today again. He is really evil."

wwww lol

Maybe I was an evil for beginner of the swimming. But he became very faster in the end, which means perfect! lol

Nov 22, 2010

Just complaining.

On Sat, I went to the Six Flags with a Japanese girl, I name,B.

There is another boy (Japanese), I name A, who seems to be trying to ask B to become his gf.

There is nothing between me and B.
That boy and the girl look very close friends.

He might got shocked when he heard she would go to the Six Flags with me.
And then, he asked her to talk with him only a few minutes before we leave for the Six Flags on Sat at 6am! (so early,,,he just got up only to talk with her...)

He made me and other guys apart from them two,
They talked about something important...that atmosphere was that he was saying to her, "I love you", "Would you be my gf?" or something.

And after that, she came back to the car, and we left.

On our way home home, he called me, "When are you coming back to the dorm?" that's weird and rare..
Maybe he might really want to see her and was waiting for her reply or something,,

On the way, we dropped off the Korean supermarket, and B and I just found the good potluck food set and we decided to share it. We just planned to eat dinner together on the next day.

After coming back home, A met B,,,,we had dinner at the A's place.

they had some conversation.

And after B left the room, A got so depressed...
Maybe B said to him, "No, I can't be your gf" or something.

Maybe because he got the information of that me and B would eat dinner together on Sun,(just sharing food.there is nothing special)

He suddenly asked me, "Can I join your dinner?" (maybe he got jealous), I said, "Sure"

On the next day (Sunday)

he called me, "the place of eating dinner changed, we will hold it on C(another Japanese guy)'s house. do you wanna join?"

"Do you wanna join?" ?

sounds weird. becausem it was me and B who planned the dinner.
Why did he ask me, "Do you wanna join?"

As i bought the potluck set food by myself, I don't have any option other than go.
Then I went to the C's house.

Soon after we started to eat dinner,  i found, they (A,B,C) were very close friends.
They often do surfing very well.

They were talkin only about very private thing only they can understand all the time.
Which means I cannot join the conversation..

I couldn't totally understand  what was going on.

Maybe, he wanted to show me how close they (A,B,C) are..

Damn!

I didn't do anything special.
Just trying to have dinner together with B.

Why did he disturb me??

and C was also a crazy man.

He pretend to be cool or wise or he knows everything very well,
but actually, he doesn't have any academic knowledge.

He tried to have a discusstion (or debate) against me
about politics or education policy or many topics.

But his opinion or thinking was tottaly illogic.
He was making his opinion more complicated by hisself.
But he tries to show off how he was smart..(not really)

Nov 21, 2010

From thrilling to thrilling all day long

I went to the Six Flags Magic Mountain yesterday.
As we expected, it was raining...

But next week, we have a thanksgiving holiday, and try to go to San Francisco.
There is no time else to go there, and we decided to go..

Soon after we arrived at the park, I saw the crazy roller coasters are working!
Yes! But in Japan, if it's rainy, many of the coasters will stop easily, but here it doesn't seem that they will stop the machine at all lol.

Magic Mountain is known as one of the most thrilling amusement park which has a lot of crazy roller coasters.

That was really crazy. And fun! As you know, i love roller coasters. I tried to ride all the rides in a day, I couldn't, cause there were so many rides!

First, I rode the ride, called X2, a similar ride to "eejanaika" in Fuji-Q high land.

That was really crazy as I thought..lol Exciting. But I just thought eejanaika was more thrilling than this X2. Good Job, Fuji-Q

This park has a lot of unique coasters other than X2, which includes Standing roller coaster, Flying coaster, inverted coaster,,,whatever...


My favorite one was....the Flying coaster, called Tatsu.
In this Machine, the ride is facing the ground all the time.
The ride is hanging the rail.

You'll see. when you check the Video

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XiJzCsn5g98

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vxSIK_oVzc4&feature=related

That was totally crazy.. beyond the description.
Japan should have this kind of coaster...


Anyway after we enjoyed the park, we got back...
One of my Korean friends took us to the park by his car

The park is located in LA, so it takes about 2 hours from San Diego using Free Way..

The most scare thing was that his driving was very dangerous!
That was another roller coaster..lol

He drives on the very side wedge...causing the car moving and vibrating very badly.
When he changed the lane, we just about to crash another car running over 140km/h..
also his driving was zigzag.....we were about to die...

Nov 20, 2010

please be clear

Next week, we have a big break, Thanksgiving day break. we have holiday 4days in row.

I am going to go to San Francisco in this break. I want to see Golden Gate Bridge or Fisherman's warf of something.

Tomorrow, finally I can take a rest in this busy day. I am going to an amusement park in LA, the Six Flags Magic Mountain. It is like Fuji-Q Highland in Japan. I really love thrilling roller coasters. I am very looking forward to it. But the weather forecast is saying, it's rainy tomorrow in 80%..lol

I hope all the machines are working even though it's raining. If every coaster is stopping, I will die.

Please.

Nov 17, 2010

"Global..." lol

I just saw the news about "Rakuten" the Japanese IT company which now is trying to proceed Anglicization on the CNN student news.

Here.
http://www.cnn.com/studentnews/?iref=allsearch

You can see the news in the latter part of whole the news. ( the news is on Nov. 17th)

That sounds so stupid, I think. Why does it try to force all the workers to use English in Japan.
Very weird strategy. That will definately cause less communication between workers or bosses.

And  I found that the president Mikitani doesn't speak English fluently...(like Hatoyama previous prime minister....lol) The scene two businessmen are hugging each other shoutin something in English look so stupid, ridiculous!! Stop it, please! Maybe other companies or other foreign countries' people think this stupid....

Mikitani said, "We, Rakuten become global company in next 10 years. like Google or Yahoo."

CNN reporters got a little bit surprised, which is very natural. ("Ten years!?")

What a stupid company....

Finally, CNN added very sarcastic comments.
"Rakuten means 'optimistic' in Japanese."

This sounds that CNN makes fun of Rakuten. lol
Yeah, exactly Rakuten is optimistic, and they don't understand what is global what they should do.
It seems like "Rokumeikan" in old era in Japan. (Do you guys remember it?)

Such a short term like ten years is not enough for all the workers to speak English fluently and communicate with each other without feeling any barriers. Absolutely not!! Learning foreign languages is not easy as they think. Just enjoying conversation is OK. But using it as an official langauge in the office is so hard, I promise.

I hope that other companies in Japan do not follow this kind of stupid strategy.

Nov 16, 2010

Emperor?

One of my Korean friends often asks me, "How's Japanese emperor?"

...."Uh, I don't know. For many of us, He is just a symbol..He doesn't do any political thing."

Which caused me to think, "What is Japanese emperor?"
Strictly, he is not an "emperor", so i should not say he is emperor. But I can't find any other good words other than emperor.

It's kind of interesting, Korean, foreigners care about Japanese "emperor", but we don't.
Actually, he is in the top in the Japanese society, undoubtedly he should be treated the most preciously, respectfully. For foreign perspective, he can be seen pretty much important person in Japan.

Yeah, he is important, but we don't care about him so often, do we?

I very often think about what Japan is, who Japanese are, what Japanese are like since I came here, because every my friends says to me, "You are very Japanese."

What is Japanese?

This interesting question will never end...

I am very attracted to think about that kind of thing, I just decided to take a course about Japan in next quarter. (not "Japanese skill")

Maybe, in next quarter I take

1. 1st and 2nd language acquisition/ childhood to adolescent
2. Language as a cognitive system
3. Change of Japanese culture through 20th century
4. Social problems in the United States

Nov 15, 2010

Super

The super craziest thing happened at TOEIC test on last Saturday.

In the middle of the listening section, the CD player got broken....

I have never taken such a stupid test. It was obvious that test monitor didn't prepare well. In the States, of course, TOEIC is not popular, I should say, rare, so they did prepare easy-ongoing way. But for me that was important test.. I need certain score to apply for teaching job,, anyway, that was lucky that test was not the last chance, though I don't want to take it again..

After that,  I went to the scenic place called Point of Roma. That was awesome...beyond description. I stood on the cliff and saw sunset. i felt nostalgic with ballad songs.. I know I like romantic. I found that the earth is round at the place.

From next week, I need to start hard study again. I have crazy writing assignment. This time, the topic is Vietnam war and the immigrants to the States from Vietnam.






Nov 12, 2010

TOEIC

Tomorrow is TOEIC test. I'll take it to take advantage in the test for teaching job.
If I have score more than 860, I don't have to take English exam in teaching job test.

Uh,,,it's been a while since I took English test last time...
I hope my listening will not be broken...

I want to take more than 900....

Please...

If I fail it, I need to take it again before I go back to Japan..

Oh, my god, please give me 860 score...lol

see yah,

I will wake up 5;30 tomorrow.

American perception

Today, Thursday is the day of the meeting of Roosevelt institute. So I joined the meeting to decide what kind of research we will do.

We decided to focus on California, and following three fields.

1. Corporation financing to public school
2. Curriculum change
3. Incentive to retain teachers

I want to research for curriculum change, because I can compare it to that of Japanese.

But every other member are from Californian high school, but of-course I am not, so I need to get background knowledge about Californian school system.

First of all, in California, mandating education is Kindergarten to High school. So long.
That is why everyone calls it "K-12" (Kinder to 12 grades.)

Funniest thing about Californian public school I heard from other members is that some schools set monitor camera at every place in school even in the bathroom!!

And then, teachers care about students doing touchy-filly thing, so they have school rules like "Don't touch anyone. Don't hug."

Wow...This is not only between boys and girls, but also boys and boys, because they sometimes see gay. But this is so excessive...what an American school..


Tonight, I just went to a Japanese girl room to lend my rice cooker. She called me just to use my rice cooker..

Anyway, I found very interesting thing in the room.

She and her roommates make their space well organized, and they made "House rules"

It has 12 rules.

Rule 1. "Don't have party in our suite"  (That is good)
Rule 2. "Wash the dishes soon after we use them"
....
...
Rule 6 "Never be raped here. Never call guys to have sex here." (.....yeah, this is also good rules)

Rule 8 "Be nice, kiss"
.....
Rule 12 "When we see our roommates masturbating, we will never stop it."

!!! What a crazy rule 12....

American is crazy, or Japanese is too shy.. I don't know which is right.
Why do they have to make that kind of rule? Does it mean that they do "it" very often in public???

Nov 11, 2010

Veteran's day

Tomorrow is veteran's day, so it's holiday and we don't have any classes! Yap.

But this veteran's day causes bad memory for me.
One of my friends invited me to come to his room and drink together.

It has been a while since I drank last time, so I just replied, "Cool, thank you inviting! I'll come!"

And, after 10pm, i went there...

That was so chaotic. He already got drunk and he didn't talk with me anymore, and all other people are strangers. I was alone, and every others know each other well. They were enjoying talking, but I wasn't.

My friends is rolling on the ground, and one guy started to have s*x with a girl..(That's because they two got drunk so much.)

What the f*ck! So stupid! I have never seen such a stupid party.

Finally, they are so loud that the police came in to the room, and they asked us to show our ID.

Soon, I ran away from there! Why do I have to show my ID to be checked? I did nothing!

Bad memory....

Nov 10, 2010

Oh my GOD

When I was eating lunch at dinning restaurant, two strangers came up to me
and talked, "Hi! How's it going? Good?"

What? I do not know you two...

I said, "Ah,,yes,, but,,sorry, I don't think I met you before"

they said

"Oh, yeah, by the way, I am Nancy and this is Zak. We were just about to look for the person who wear red shirt."

Exactly I wear red shirt (which has big "HEAD" logo on chest. Someone, do you remember? I wear it especially when i do sport.).

But anyway, that is still strange, why did they try to meet the person who wear red shirt?

I asked, "But,, why..."

"Actually, the God told us to meet and bless the person who wear red shirt this morning. That's why we talked to you."

"The God" ?? Wow. I met really religious people at the first time. I see. "The God" said it.

That is kind of very culture shock things.

Honestly, I said, "What? God?"

They asked me, "Didn't you hear that?"

"No."

"Oh, what kind of religion do you have?"

"Nothing."

"Nothing!!?? Don't you have any religion????"

"Ah,,,well,,,actually, no. More or less, some of Japanese people do not have religion."

"I see. cool..Anyway The God bless you."

Thanks anyway, strangers for pray.

Nov 9, 2010

NABE

I need to take some rest. I read a book all day long today.

That is about bilingual education, I saw tons of words "bilingual"...
I don't wanna see it anymore.

Because of that, one of my friends invited me to an event, which he called "NABE party"

Soon I reacted, "NABE? National Association Bilingual Education?"

He said, "what? no, it's n-a-b-e. Japanese food, it's kind of like shabushabu."

lol

I read Soseki Natsume often now. That sounds sophisticated. That is good. I should have enjoyed Japanese literature before. I found it important to know famous Japanese literature as culture.

Nov 8, 2010

The end of the summer time

Here, we have summer time in the States unlike Japan.

So from today, we got out from summer time.

I gained one hour today. It feels weird and interesting. Today is 25 hours.
Wow. The time lag between the U.S. and Japan became 17 hours from 16 hours.

Today, I worked on looking for good resources for our group work in the course, bilingual education. Group work is hard for me, because I have some responsibility for working. Every other people can do the same work easier than I. (like searching for resources) If it were an individual work, I can do it by my own pace. But I need to follow everyone's process.

OMG,,, I can't find good resources for bilingual education in Canada. Due is tomorrow.
I hope every other members also cannot find good resources.

Nov 6, 2010

Funny experiment

I co-operated a funny experiment.

That experiment was psychological experiment. The researchers are study about how the attractiveness change by race.

I participated in the experiment as an Asian.

The process was that I keep on seeing lots of girl pictures, and I put some ratio of her attractiveness judging by only seeing their face.

The ratio was 1 to 7. If you are really attracted by her, you can say 7. If you felt her ugly, you can say 1.

I checked more than 100 girls' faces. lol

Maybe I tend to have a preference of Asian girls....

That was funny experiment.

From next week, I need to start dealing with crazy writing assignment again.
Last one was about El Salvador,

Next one is Vietnam....especially Vietnam war...

I didn't eat dinner at first in my life today. All the restaurants on campus are closed on Saturday.
I am hungry. But I will stand.

difficulty

I got feedback about my writing assignment from the professor.

She commented, "Your paper is complicated and confusing structure. You should learn how to write more simply and formally. In some part, your sentences are so casual."

.......damn,

I got shocked. That is the barrier between native speaker and non-native speaker.
I need to tighten up my writing skills.

This week I could concentrate on study, which satisfied me.

Next week I will concentrate on study more. I have TOEIC test on next Saturday. I need a certain score.

By the way on our campus, one girl was murdered by someone, which makes me so scary...
I can't believe that it does happen really, seriously/

Nov 3, 2010

Challenge

I decided to try to join a think tank.

The think tank is called Roosevelt Institute.
It aims at changing the society of the U.S. and international world.

It makes students research and think about policy or reform critically
and publish journal for suggestion or implementing new policy.

Sounds cool. Plus it has a Education section! Cool. I can put what I studied into practice. I wanna join it.  But I am worried whether I can catch up the activity because of the lack of the English skills.

But maybe I will join Educational policy research section, so I can use my knowledge about bilingual education or language acquisition. I think that is gonna be nicer than very spontaneous  daily conversation.

I need to study more to discuss policies on Education with other American students equally or publish journal.

This is challenge. But that kind of challenge makes me strong, I hope.

Midterm

My midterm was over. Actually I didn't do so well. I should have studied more ... but I don't like that kind of technical or theoretical problem including phonetics, morphology...(they are sub-field of linguistics, boring)

Finally I can study what I want. It is very nice and amazing that I can check our the books from the library up to 100! In Sophia, I can check out only 10. There are already more than 30 books in my room.

And midterm election of the States was also over.

In California, Democrat won.

Talking about California, Proposition 19 didn't pass.

What is Proposition 19?

That is what legalize using Marijuana(Drug). I don't know about the detail information of this proposition. But some of my Californian friends seem disappointed lol.

I have once experienced Marijuana smell. I just sniffed INCIDENTALLY. (I'm serious. I do not smoke even cigarette) I was surprised that there is really people who smoke Marijuana on campus. Crazy. But that was bad smell, non-attractive...

By the way, the process of passing proposition in California is very directly.

Citizens in California vote pro/con to each proposition.
Wow! So directly. In Japan, we don't have any power to vote to proposition or act directly.

I think this system has both sides: good side and bad side.

Good side is, by this process, propositions are judged exactly by (most of) all citizens.
Bad side is that some people who don't have enough knowledge about politics or society can be controlled by other factor including advertisement, evil politician or agitators.

I hope that every citizens in California understand the importance of bilingual education and become con of the Proposition 227.

Nov 1, 2010

problem

Nowadays, I am a little bit nervous. Maybe because of the stress from the lack of chance to talk as much as I want.

As you know, when I am talking in Japanese, I talk more or less emotionally. Especially when I am excited in talking, I use tons of words and motion. I also use rhetorical things including metaphor, emphasis, and sarcasm.

But in English, I cannot do that. I can have very usual simple conversation with my friends. I can communicate with them having that kind of "Tasteless conversation". That is not enough for me!
uh,,I am frustrated...every time I speak with friends, I can say less than 30% of what I want to say.
I have said this many times, but I want to say this again, that daily conversation is quite more difficult than usual class language skills including discussion or listening lectures. Maybe it is the level non-native speaker cannot achieve in short terms.

Now I feel (I don't know what the real thing is, but anyway), non-native speaker cannot talk with native speaker with the same competence or the same amount of expression, even if they take tons of time like ten years or more....

Now I have learned English for about 8 years. I can read, listen, write, and speak English well in a certain level. But every time I feel what I speak in English is not exactly what I want to say, that is "different" something. What is this feeling? Maybe I have grown up in using Japanese more than 20 years. That makes all my cognitive parts in my body fitted into Japanese. Every cognitive perception is Japanese on me.

Of course I know we cannot make learning language as fluent as our mother-tongue.
But this is so frustrating. Only one month or so is ok. There was no problem. That is because we just got to know each other, and introduced ourselves. We meet new people every day. At first I know we are different people, so just communicating was enough. But one month later, I come to need more high level conversation. If I were a very silent person, no problem would not happen. But in Japanese, I am very talkative.(I should say, I found I am talkative in Japanese since I came here.) To be talkative in English in usual conversation is hard....far away....

To solve this problem, what should I do?

Anyway, THERE WAS NO GOOD MEMORY IN HALLOWEEN.